I am still in awe of what Julia does and how much this program has impacted my life. Truly a gift that keeps giving, way beyond the natural conception and birth of my child at 44 years old. A healthy and thriving baby girl despite years of failed IUI and IVF treatments. Despite many doctors, including a very famous fertility doctor, who told me that donor eggs were my ONLY option with my low AMH, high FSH and advanced maternal age.
I know this program paved the way for me to meet my baby and be who I am today. When I joined, I was skeptical and thought I could never be a success story. But here I am. I will always be eternally grateful that I gave the fertile heart program a chance. I ended up with so much in addition to my baby, the gift of learning that I have the ability to co-create the fulfilling joyous human life I once to set out to live.
From the first session, when Julia said don’t be so consumed with taking notes. See if you can just sit and be present. I knew that this program was different. It was raw and real and exactly what I truly needed, even if I didn’t recognize it at the time. I was just going through the motions, broken and exhausted. My body was clenched and I didn’t want to know the truth. I was scared, angry and afraid of the past. Julia beautifully guided me to lean into my “triggers” that there is wisdom there. Julia picked up on subtle cues and nudged me towards the insight and enlightenment that only I could unlock within myself. Julia recognized I wasn’t fully prioritizing this practice along with self care, eating and sleeping well, long before I realized this on my own. I was so bruised and disheartened from my past failures, I was holding myself back without even knowing it. She is truly gifted at what she does.
I am so grateful everyday for the beautiful baby that I hold in my arms and how lucky I am to be her mother. But I am also so grateful for Julia, her books and the Fertile Heart program. I cannot thank her enough for teaching me how to meet my baby halfway. And for what has been awakened inside of me. Without recognizing my deepest orphans I wouldn’t have been able to see my beautiful visionary who is rooted in my own wise truth. She is nourished and knows she is in a perfect place at a perfect time.
Just as Julia says, there are no failed experiments. For anyone thinking of joining this program please know you are not alone. And you don’t have to hold it all inside. Someone is listening. And that someone is Julia. You are in the best hands. She will guide you down your special path, a journey that is singularly yours.
Lina P